my goals: to find happiness within myself! I past him twice on the road today on our ways to work...he waved...so I text to say have a good day...and tell him how cute he still is driving the same truck he drove when we were dating 10 years ago....then we past eachother on our way back...just to say hope you had a good day. I also need to work on patience. I just know that there is OW involved and it scares me to death to know that is happening....the old me would have chased and chased and knocked her out of the picture....I don't want to push him away...believe me...but OMG this is so hard....I just want to call and ask if I said or did something wrong last week, I feel him pulling away...and oh does it hurt. We went from texting/talking two-three times a week and seeing eachother weekly to nuttin...havin some serious issues with that!
You guys are the best ever to talk to about all of this....Steel..I'm happy that your W wants to try...you'll be in my prayers...follow your own advice patience...I will listen to it to!!
hugs to you all for listening and being genuinly interested in my well being...it brings tears to my eyes literally to know that you all are here!! and I have some where to go and just talk!!
H-32 Me-29 T-10years M-4yr (10/04) Me- WAW 1/07 I filed for D 2/07 D put on hold 5/07 H re-files for D 9/08 WOW! trying MC 10/08
"Work like you don't need the money, dance like nobody is watching, love like you've never been hurt!"
