I personally try not to think about "things" or I know I will slip into depression again. That time will come when he leaves, I know I'll be crying myself to sleep. I only wish he was.....
Me 43 H 44 S-13 D-9 Separated 90 days 6/28/05 H Says he is done-10/2/06-day after 18th anniv Moved out 10/2/07-to father's house-day after 19th wedding anniv-GF now H Filed for D 7/08