Your beauty is yours and is independent of your husbands eyeballs. His actions are not a reflection of you they are his actions. If you need his sole attention as validation of your beauty or value as a woman then your going to run into problems.
You can believe that you're ugly if your husband looks at another woman thats your choice, I don't believe that it's true.
He knows that if he tells you the truth that your going to be pissed so he lies to you. So now he lies to you and continues to look at women.
