probably because He knows it bothers me. I just have a hard time with the looking right in front of me... Im not trying to be arragant, but Im not ugly I have the boobs he likes (sorry just trying to make a point) and like I said, he always tells me i'm beautiful.. so whats the problem.. is he just saying im beautiful to throw me off??

I just feel when he does this I feel degraded. I might be unusual but I would never "check" someone out especially in front of him out of respect.. and also I could care less.

So if you could elaborate would be great.

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me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
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porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

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