Thanks \:\) While I don't think he is having an affair for two reasons, He's a workaholic.. Not a desk job he's a insulation installer... and I don't think he'd risk me finding out and risking his family, because if he knows anything about me, he knows that cheating is the ultimate betrayel. I have told him since we were together that if he ever did that, that would be it.. if you have feelings like that divorce me first.

But anything is possible.

We did go away this wked, but it was business related. Camping sort of.. it was long and tiring.

Let me ask this.. how do you all feel about your h's looking at other women?? Its always bothered me, but he still says he doesn't...which is bull sh&t because I've seen him do it. What is with that!! He tells me I'm beautiful but go ahead and does it anyway... Some enlightened here is needed!

TAL


me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.