Ohhhh lots of responses. I am in kind of a hurry too. Me and my girl are leaving to go camping for the next 2 days, well as soon as I am done typing this........(C'mon dad, hurry up, lets go!!!)
Sandi: if them are ebooks you mind shooting them to my email? I really cant afford to buy em, (cheap, broke......) I would sure like to at least read them though. My email address is in my profile. Just click on my name and you will find it.
Nomo: See above for email. No I am not to hung, I had maybe 6 -7 beers throughout the night I was just a bit buzzed and tired when I posted last night. I wonder what that honey I mentioned last night looked before I had them beers....he he he
quote from above posts:
" What if you found out she were seeing someone else? What would that mean for you? Would you throw it all away because she started dating or fooling around with some now? Why or why not?"
my dilema with this is I dont want to know, because I know it is going to hurt like hell if I find out. I will probably go nuts for a bit. I will probably lose any hope that I have. To be honest knowing will most likely cause me to completely let go.
I want to know because it would definatly put some definition on all of this for me, I would have a better sense of the course I would map out for my future. If she isnt, wel then there is hope, be patient........this could work out. If she is, well bye bye. I am moving on. Sorry if this contrary to alot of peoples thinking here, but it is how I feel. (I reserve the right to change how I feel at any given moment though) lol
Anyways I am in a pretty good place today, but I had better go before my daughter goes into full blown tantrum mode here. Take care all of you fine people. Hope everyone has a fine couple of days, I will.
G
PS bringing DR and 5LL along to read, and my journal to write in.
