Your emotions are all over the place. Hang in there.
My H is not living with us at the moment. This is his 5th time of leaving. Up until now he's always come back. I've read DR once and am now reading it again. The things he's telling me I've heard all before. Do I know for sure he's coming back no. And that hurts. All I want is my family back. I do know he's confused and he's afraid to come back for fear of me still not being there for him. I try to hold onto the fact that so far every time he has come back. In the meantime I'm working on making myself a better person. I'm working on patience and believing that time really is on my side.
They say you're not supposed to believe anything they say and only half of what you see.... Try to keep that in mind while going thru this. I know it's hard but no one knows for sure what's in store.
W: 33 H: 37 SS: 14 S: 7 S: 3 married 08/09/97 Seperated 11/02 05/07 H moved back 8/26/07