CVA- I will try to read your sitch as soon as I get a chance.

I'm feeling down this morning. H went to a GA meeting last night, but didn't get home until after 1:30am. I really wanted to say something to him when he got in about being out so late, but luckily I fought the urge and tried to go to sleep. He slept on the couch so I didn't see him until this morning and then I was very distant. When he's been late before (usually not this late), he's told me that he went out for coffee with some other members or just stayed out talking. I really want to trust him, but I can't. My mind just keeps going to a bunch of horrible thoughts.

New GAL idea: work on regularly getting 7-8 hours of sleep a night. I'm a zombie today and that's not doing anyone any good.


me- 42
H- 51
married 11 years
D-9, S-9, D-3

bomb 4/07
h moved out 8/07
h moved back 4/08