Still Seperated and Hopeful

[mcojh]

A better day today? I am not sure what was differant other than I was busy at work all day. S15 came with to help with set up with a conference we are running. I am going to be staying at the conference all week so today is the last day I will see S6 for the week. (S15 will be helping off and on this with me.) He called CW this afternoon and asked her if her and S6 wanted to join us for dinner this evening. She did and we had dinner together, before going our seperate ways. I really have to fight the urges to ovcer pursue and use this week to back off. I will have some phone contact to talk to S6 but I am hoping to keep it to that. I feel like one second things are going well and a second later not. It is so hard for me to accept the babysteps.