In need of help II

[sadhearted]

Not much to report today. Last time I heard from him was lunch yesterday. For 2 weeks he's contacted me daily. Now he's not. Course he tends to do this so I'll just let it pass. I'm attempting to be more positive about things. Trying not to dwell on the negative and let it consume me.

The last few days I get the impression what is holding him back is fear. He's afraid to come home and have me not be there for him like in the past. So I'll give it time. Time is on my side. There has been no mention of D so I'll keep working on me and hope that one day he's not afraid to come back.

I did go out today and buy some jigsaw puzzles to work. I used to LOVE doing them. Haven't done one in years and years. So I figured now is as good of time as any to take it up again. And I'm reading DR again. See what pops out at me this time around.