It is finally out, he wants a D

[sadhearted]

Yeah I'm working on being positive. So far I've been doing pretty good. I haven't heard from him since lunch yesterday which after the last 2 weeks is unusual. Still being positive. Yeah anytime I know I'm going to see him I dress a little nicer/sexier. So far he hasn't said anything but I know he's noticing caught him looking a couple times.

I was surprised my list was as long as it was. I came up with 20 things! Course now I'm in the dark again. (hate this part). Oh and he's going with us out of town for my S7 soccer tournament. We'll be sharing a hotel room. All I can say is it's going to be one interesting weekend....

Have a couple family members telling me to just give him time he's on his way back. Don't know that for sure but lately it seems to be he's just afraid to come back and have me not be there for him like I was before. So I'll give him time and hopefully one day he won't be scared anymore.