It is finally out, he wants a D

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I know what you mean about pleasant but sad. I have turned a new leaf this week trying to be positive as well. But get this one-yesterday he grabbed me passionately and was kissing me. Then later he told me he had something to tell me that might depress me so I said don't tell me. Then he said he was denied on the house he was trying to rent. He said that should be good news for me as he will be around longer. Then said something about with the clothes I have been wearing lately....... Have been playing up the cleavage and he definetely notices.

I was going to do the list thing too but decided against it as it would depress me. Don't know that I could right now. But he was nice yesterday and was doing a relative a favor so I figured I wouldn't see him until late so I went about my business and he called to apologize for taking so long-imagine that! So I played along and said I didn't expect him anyway, so it was fine. He came home around 6 and we ate with the new neighbor and another-called it a welcome to the neighborhood party! She has been good to talk to since she is going through a divorce right now as well.