I have to carry on with my life, for me. Right now though I don't feel like i am moving along in the correct manner, I thought I was. I have thought about this for the last few days or so & maybe it's better to totally give up on my M. Maybe I can begin to move on with a divorce & get it over with ASAP. I know I should be moving on anyway, but it just does not seem that I can as it is now.
While typing this I just got a reply to the text message I sent to W earlier.. I wrote Just thought i'd say hello & hope all is fine. I hope you don't feel that we can't remain friends? She replyed with..I don't feel that way at all. It's good that we can still be friends
