"I know it is hard, but try to put thoughts of possible OM out of your mind. As far as I can tell, you have no evidence of it and obsessing about whether there is or isn't an OM is going to keep your PMA down and keep you off course of making your own life what you want it to be."
I wonder how many people who read that just now said amen!? anyone who follows my threads knows I have been stuck in that rut for a long enough time now. Maybe yesterday me not asking was a good sign of letting go? Like I said I cannot control it anyhow.
