Aw man....I am sorry. I wish we lived close. We could get together and comiserate. Maybe get drunk and put pictures of our WAW's on the wall and throw darts at em.
Yeah I know its of little conselation, when I feel like you are now. When people say to me "you can only control your own actions and feelings" but it is true.
Just know this. I have read your stuff. I know your feelings (all to well, in fact) you are not alone. Not sure how old you are, but dude.... know matter what happens in this crazy Ef'd up world. We both still got a lot of liven left to do (I hope) It starts right now. How do you want to proceed???
I am still for the most part in my situation hopefull that I may be able to resurrect my marriage. If that dont happen. If some day it does all come to a certain end........ well then I am going to take a vaction to Costa Rica!!! LOL I will have the time of my life there too...
But for today.........somehow someway just find a way to live a little better than just sitting around and feeling like crap. I know easy to say, hard to do.......but it can be done.
