(posted in MLC late last night)



I am ready to call him up and say "WTF are you doing?"
I came home and his truck was in the driveway, so for a half a second I was excited, and then I opened the garage and his car was gone. BOOOOOOOO
I have had a couple drinks now and I am feeling a little brazen (aka stupid) and really, truly am feeling compelled to call or text him.
Someone talk me down.
Why is he doing this? I just can't believe it? And how can I just stand by waiting to see if he is going to sleep with someone else?
*We* should be going out. *We* should be together. ARGH Right now I hate him for doing this to us.


Me-43
H-46
M 12 yrs 7/09
T 15
2 grown kids
bomb 7/05/07
H moved out 8/04/07
11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling
Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D
End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing