I know I should'nt feel this way, or I should try to not feel this way...Anyway, just talked to a friend & they say W has gone on holiday (vacation) with OM & the friend that she is/was staying with. This has made me feel down as it's got me thinking about the holiday we had planned for 12 mths...She left me 1 week before we were due to go. It's not that the holiday was important, but it just got me thinking about it now. I wish I had not bumped into my friend....
It's little things like this that bring back the hurt for me, don't know why, but it hurts like crazy at the moment. I have tryed hard to not let the OM sitch bother me & i've done good with it. So now she's gone on holiday with him, why does it all of a sudden seem so bad? I guess it's feels like she is really moving on with him & my R/M has just slipped way too far away.
