thanks. I'm having good and bad moments, but overall feel good. trying not to think too far ahead...I get caught up wondering how/when he'll ask for a divorce, or how/when/what I'll do should he ask to come back (although the former seems more likely right now). Its really hard to let go of the control, even when I really don't have any when it comes to either.
he does know I took the pics down because he asked me about it. he said the thought it was important for the kids to see the pics. I put them back up, then when I found out (again) he was still in contact with her, I took them down, left the one on his desk (home office) and left a note telling him he was welcome to put it up wherever he is living if he thinks its so important for the kids to see it. he left it in his office, didn't take it with him. he'll definitely notice its up again. so trying to decide if its smart or not to put it up now. I suppose it could only re-affirm that even though I am GAL, I also do want our marriage to work.
something to think about. he's not here until tuesday, so will think about it some more. I can always put it up/take it down again if I feel weird about it.
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
