What else can I do man? I have maybe three choices:

1) Scream and yell and make a jerk of myself, and destroy whatever little chance of saving my family exists.

2) Give up and never be able to live with myself or look my son in the eyes.

3) Be here, be in the moment, make myself who I'm supposed to be (with A LOT of help from above), and continue to show my wife how valuable she is to me and how important S4 is, and how important it is for all of us to be together FOR ALL OF OUR SAKE! It's not about me, it's not about her, it's not about S4, it's about ALL OF US.

Yeah, I'll take option 3. \:\)

We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.

3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...