just have to say, H dropped the kids off and I was in a genuinely good mood. easier when the kids come home than when they leave, after all. he was all thrown off because I told the kids to keep their shoes on, we were going out to breakfast. I knew that would bug him...he loves going out to breakfast. lol. anyway, I was nice and chatty but rather superficial chatty, or chatty about the kids, and very busy. got the kids ready and he helped me get them in their seats. that's when he realized what a steam bath it is outside today...ha, have fun at the game, jerk. although I suppose I shouldn't gloat, he could always just blow it off and hang out at her place. ouch. okay, won't go there.
anyway, before I drove off, he said that his mom said I looked really good yesterday. yay! I did look good, but also think I was in good spirits. nice that both got back to him. hard to show him how good I am when he's not here, after all.
none of this really changes anything, but it really is nice not to fight and is nice to feel good about myself, and to have some fun. all of which I've done this weekend!
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
