yes Rayenne, This ow was a tad upset when I began bailing on the lunches. I recovered once and thought I could handle her casually but got all caught up again in her and now am recovered again to quite a degree. The rest of the group wants to begin walking at lunch when the weather gets nice and has been very vague on the ow's involvement. I think she plays that jealousy thing even with her H.
Right now, I have swung my attention to W who is quite stressed with her mom. She is forcing her mom to do things now and her mom just enjoys sitting and watching tv and do nothing but ask for things. I told W I agree with her getting her mom into doing her own little things. The stress on me is beyond feeling now. I am just numb from it and just come to work and work then go home. I have found a project or two to keepo me occupied at home and I am reading like crazy. Needless to say the bedroom is quite quiet and really has been for several weeks. Mentally I have had peace on occassion enough in the middle of the night to be ready for action (if you understand) but with W sleeping soundly next to me. SO I have a doc appt soon on mnany meds and such that I am on and the doc is aware of all of this.
