wow, thank you so much for taking the time to both share some of your story and to offer advice. It is very helpful. in fact, I think I might just print that out and squirrel it away in my journal to refer back to.
I'm so glad I discovered this place! nice to have that encouragement to stay strong and keep going.
had a good day today, the outing with his mom/grandma was good, and I was upbeat and hopefully fun. H is living with his mom now, so hopefully if he asks she'll tell him just that. just waiting for the goodnight call from him and the kids. no plans tonight and won't lie about having any, think I'm going to take a hot bath and read a good book. not terribly exciting, not me rushing off anywhere, but still, I'll sound peppy and busy when he calls. and no fighting!
he drops the kids off tomorrow morning before heading off to the sox game, I'm pretty sure with OW. Ugh. I'm going to plan something fun for the kids and I to do so we can take off, or be getting ready to, right after he leaves. nope, not just sitting at home.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
