ok. Ow is no longer working in my bldg. so meeting with her is not as easy. I was making any excuse I could to NOT meet her unless I was being blatently rude in doing so. Stil, I only had lunch twice last week and then wiht weather, I did not have any other meetings with her. We still share casual email only in regards to her new home or dieting news either of us may have. I feel I have successfully swung my affection back to m W by about 98% with lots of emphasis on my W's well bring over her stroke mom. Her mom has 'in home' therapy starting this week. Weather has played a factor in lots of this weeks events. My work is in big demand of my talents lately and I am getting back into my job almost in the capacity I used to be in but the people at the facility are still quite cut-throat and thats the nature of that business in some degree. I am trying to get back to the way things were with comradery amungst the folks there.
Here at home, W and I tried to get to dinner last night but had my stepson over which lasted longer than planned. My bioson even offered to watch MIL while we went to dinner and W even thoght that was a good idea. I grew quite discouraged depite how badly we needed to go out that she dropped everything to be home with my stepson and his new baby and girlfriend. I guess so long as it was a break in the action for her, it would be fine but I really wanted ot get out and do so with myW at my side. We think next week we may be able to try again. I have proceeded to get more home items done since I did not get out.
SO, I;'m alive. I even found myself in a good enough mood to tell W I am anxious to spend another 20 years with her but then the yelling started and I stopped short of saying that for now. I did end up doing many things outside of home without any companionship at all and I am quite upset about that. I cut a few things short so that I can do other things at a later time with W using bio-son as a sitter.
