In need of help II

[sadhearted]

I invited my H to come with us out to lunch today. We were celebrating my S3 wearing underwear and potty training. He agreed to go with us! It was a pleasant lunch. He joked around a couple times. Almost felt like old times. Which is really nice but it also makes me sad. I just want him back ya know? Where we are right now is so much better then when he first left. It just makes me wish we could get it all back. He thanked the kids for having lunch with him. He thanked me for inviting him. I hope he'll realize we really do belong together and come home. I should be happy it went well today and I am. Just also sad cause we parted ways and I probably won't see him again until next weekend...