I could have written what you have...really really was disgusted with my H and after so long of time went by I really couldn't see how he could possibly "change back" to the man I loved...
He did...not as quickly as he left but he did...it took time...nearly 2 years...and it was nearly 3 years before I heard him verbally express his love to me again...
My situation is different in that I had a long history with him and 3 really wonderful kids...things might have been different without kids...my strength really came from them a lot...
Take care...hope your weekend is good...and you get to do something you like....we are going snorkeling tomorrow!
