CVA - Thread 2, Hold mode

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Journaling 7.14.07
Got home last night at midnight. Nothing really happened yesterday while I was gone. W went to lunch with her BFF and kids then Dinner w/ BFF, kids and BFFs husband. That almost seems like too much time with them but...I guess it just hurts that my W seems more interested in spending time w/ others than me.

Got here this morning, brought donuts early. Last night when I called W from the airport to talk to kids I told her I would bring donuts for D11 and friend who were staying over. She says "better get here early, D11's friend has to leave at 8 am". Certainly "just come to the house tonight and stay" would have been better but...

OK, got that out of my system. Am taking kids w/ W to see Harry Potter today. Have to go back out of town all next week leaving tomorrow, this sucks.

Anyone have any suggestions for me how It is going to be a very hard week for me to be away. How should I part tomorrow, 1/2 hug? Have not tried that for a while.

I just dont think she will EVER come my way and it will have to be my subtle interactions that get her to move in my direction.

Thoughts anyone?
Thanks
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