it is not neccesary for you to leave this board...if you want help or just to disucuss your feelings...you are not alone in how you feel about things...I'm sure if you sit back and think about it w might just be saying the same things about you...after all no one is perfect...why not go read the "why should I be the first to change"
something has to happen and apparently it's a bit more than you just stopping contact with this ow...something enabled you to accept her advances...why not work on it.
