I've posted this elsewhere: ---------------------- As a general post to all: I've been NC with my wife for 5+ days now. It's been kinda eye opening (Soul soothing maybe(?)). I've talked alot on these boards (I've posted on a few), I've read many other's posts and interacted a bit with others in my shoes (I think maybe I should have done this ages ago). With this divorce filing, I'm at the After the After the After the After the After the After the After the Last Resort Technique (ala "Divorce Remedy" from Michele Weiner-Davis at divorcebusting.com), but I'm finding my self moving more towards the opposite of loving my wife to, I just don't f***ing care anymore. Not out of anger (I believe) but that it's just time to move on. I feel pretty "liberated" though. I see a very brite lite at the end of the tunnel for my kids and I. Maybe my wife really is evil. I don't know and I kinda don't care. It's interesting way to be feeling though. Never would have thought I'd feel this may. I really appreciate being able to express my thoughts and feelings here though. It really seems to help. I can see now why others do this too. Thank all of you again.
