well then I guess I'm just a total fake and this is all just an illusion. My getting up everyday going to work to a cut throat job , coming home to a total hell of a woman and her crapping mother is all just in my head. While I am somehow regurgetating some sort of EA wiht this lady SHE in fact started it many months ago. The scolding I have just gotten (Thank you Snodderly I do appreciate it believe it or not) convinces me I am in fact keeping something going that should have been ended long ago.This lady has bought me lunches for months in the fall, IM'd me while I ate them, asked me to her place for drinks while separated from her H and nothing was intended? Well, her little trick worked and roped me in big time to where I have made a total ass out of myself. It had to happen for me to learn. Well, I am to get down and dirty here at home and perhaps get off some meds which mellow me out a little at get to the root of the REAL problem and that is the problems at HOME. Work is then next and we'll go from there.
I'll re-read things since things dont sink in too good with me the first time around obviously but I have been going in circles and cirlces, mlc or not, and frankly, someone show me a person in mlc so I know what one looks like would ya?
ALso, don't insult my intelligence for one second by saying I'm tryin to deceive anyone and no I'm looking to validate any EA's. Do you see me runnign all over town grabbing girls? uh, no. I do have one that likes to keep me close. Let's see how I can end this on my end. I'm a smart individual . If I wanted to deceive, I would have. So ya'll take care, enjoy your HELP board here and please watch whom you call a liar.
