Just updating after alot of confusing things, so bear with me.

Things had been going great hanging out with XW more. Spending time together at fireworks, dinner, etc. Some of the good things:

-Bringing up good things from the past very often(memories, events etc.)

-asking about going on the yearly trip we used to take with my family and if it would be awkward if she went this year (even to the point of asking if she should get her own campsite).

-invited me to her family reunion next weekend

-talk about wanting to take a major vacation together at the end of the year (for daughter to disney)

-saying to our daughter "as long as your happy that's all that matters" when out for walks or hanging out

-been more playfull and touchy

-talked about possibly staying together when she looses her house in october

-mentions that she tells her mom and sisters about how much were hanging out and when they ask if were getting back together she says "she doesn't know what she wants"

Things havn't been this good between us since before the divorce. I try to keep things as light as possible, never bringing up "us" or the past unless she does first. I have kept a positive attitude and that has seemed to make a huge difference.

THE NEGATIVE: I found out that XW has begun practicing witchcraft \:\( She had been joking about this for awhile, but while at her house helping her, I saw a spells book she had in her room. I was wrong and snooped, but saw that she was using a spell to "bring back an old lover" - the guy she was just dating a few weeks ago. She had some pictures of the two of them she was using for this.

This devestated me, bringing up so many questions. Is she just playing me in case things don't work out with OG? Why does she keep telling me shes so over him if she is trying to bring him back?

And if she's serious about this crock of bull (witchcraft) I don't know if I could be with her (I'm a serious catholic).

She came over yesterday and ate with me and the family I'm staying with. I tried to keep some distance from her as I was hurt and confused. I wasn't mean or rude, just didn't talk to her as much or not as playful. She obviously picked up on this and was asking what was wrong, telling me she needed to be paid attention to, etc. I just told her I was tired from not getting enough sleep.

I don't know what to make of this if shes trying to enchant this OG back? If she s trying to play me, why?

I am going to an event with her and D today and I don't know how to act or what to think. This is so unreal to me and I don't want to get hurt again. But it started to get that way as I think I let myself get some hope back. Any thoughts or comments greatly appreciated!!!