It is so ironic. I avoided sex while we were married because my H's anger and depression was such a turn off. Now that he is gone, I really miss sex. Why is that? He and I have made jokes that I want him now because I cannot have him. He laughed, "Typical for a woman!" I really think it could be like when we were teenagers again if he came back, do ya know what I mean? That is ironic too because that is one of the major reasons he left and now neither one of us is getting any (hopefully if he is honest)! Stupid. I watched a show on sex toys but I am so not a Sex in the City type girl so cleaning the garage will have to do it for me right now! He says he has lost his libido which our therapist says is a typical indication of depression and/ or drug use. ??
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
