johnnyu... i'm having a really hard time today. i know that leaving my electronic other man had to be done. i couldn't focus on my M with the emotional crutch EOM has so willingly provided.
still, it is SO hard. i find myself sending cryptic messages on message boards, just hoping he'll pick them up so that he knows I haven't stopped feeling for him. i find myself checking the weather in his hometown.
everytime I hug my H, i think of the EOM...
I'm aching for him.
If there's anyone out there with some sympathy, or perhaps a gentle smack in the face... I could use it.... I'm a hurting pup...
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