Well, I diddled with the situation and think I am getting a message from ow. Emails have stopped from her and she did not show up for lunch although she was in my building and the rest of the group showed.
Conversation was silent. I feel like crap over it but it had to happen to make it easier to live day by day. She is on my mind constantly and this should help. I'm gonna print out that poem. I used to enjoy poetry so lets see if I can grasp it.