Quoting johnnyU: I seem not man enought to go the distance with her.
johnnyu ~ you ARE enough of a man... you're doing what you feel is right by trying to work out things with the W. stop beating yourself up.
i am on the outs of an EA (electronic), too. it is SO hard to give up that stuff. i've gone without friendship in my M for a long long time. not saying it's H's fault, it's not. but, it still HURTS!!!!
all i'm trying to do is keep my nose to the ground. to appreciate the immensity of the task I've taken on regarding my M. to give myself time and space to heal. was it discorded who said - "giving up the OP is like giving up the cigarette"??? good call whoever said it...
i wrote this poem last night couldn't help it
deep in hazel thickets, I lost myself and wondered why this half moon now lights up my sky
a Barbie doll's resplendent glow beneath the greenhouse Miracle Gro take my hand to turn no more
all the words held by the barrel plugged up tame beref of peril exposed now no longer feral
freedom is a frightening thing a precipice held under wing dissapears 'neath thermal being
marked down three hundred percent paid to take it free of rent warmed it with the letters sent
pleaded please to understand buried it beneath the sand watched the ocean's aching hand
poisoned puzzle pieces slid right into places I once hid and now my rest is simply rid
