Trying to stay connected with this ow in some fashion has about worn me down. Emotionally I have gotten up and out from under her thumb but I'm turning my sites to find something else to get into and she is not too far away. I did a dumb thing and attended a lunch today with her in the group and it has worn me down once again.
I'm actually coming out of these meetings feeling quite small since I seem not man enought to go the distance with her. Well, I'm a bit of a whipping boy for a few people right now and its a little tough to bear. Ow unfortantely has many traits of my deceased mom and I have told her of some of it. Well today she displayed some others that she doesn't know about. Emotionally I could let myself really go down the tubes on two fronts but I am not. This on top of the stresses our country is going through right now makes it real tough.
