And GEL, honestly, it got my juices flowing -- I'm lonely, bored, etc. w/o H here. Yes, I know it is and was wrong, and I'm deciding to do the right thing. I'm seriously NOT defending myself b/c I know it's wrong, I'm just being honest as to the WHY. I guess maybe it happened for me to see how easy it was for H to do it and now I understand a little bit better, I don't know. And, yes, I feel terribly guilty just w/ the little that happened and scared that H may find out. I'll now have to live w/ that. BUT, I'm now going to do the right thing.


Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10