I am glad you are posting. I hope you will continue to do so. There are many here who are also in the same stage you are in in this MLCBS. It really does get better. They watch us like hawks all of the time, that is why we need to be our best and work on ourselves. You will be better then just OK when this crisis is over. It is the piecing that is the hardest part.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.