I think you sound great! I do know the dread when they call. I keep waiting for it. bleh. My H has been NOWHERE NEAR yours. I feel for you and what you went through. It is nice that he called just to chat and catch up with you. Very sweet. But I do think you are taking the right approach by not looking too deeply into it. I find it far to easy to be hurt when I read what I want into things.
