If you don't mind me saying Chicki it sounds like you gone done got your self a life and moved on! Do you think it wld change your mind if yourH did a 180 and ran home?

Mine never left and yet still I have trouble believing that he wants to be here - though everything he says and does indicates that. I even know I want to be with him BUT can I stand the unsureness of it all and when will I feel comfortable again?

It's really hard when we have been so badly hurt - how can one trust again?

You are doing so well - you seem like a really strong lady and I must say that from your posts I have great admiration for you \:\)

Saffie

Saffie
me 46
H 46
M in 1986
D20,D18,S16,D13
H's A 01/05 to 07/06
H recommitted to M 07/06
renewed vows 09/06
Going from strength to strength