Chicki, I've thought about sending an email like that to H, just never did. The vacation thing really bothers me too. My H went to Vegas with OW. I have never been there and we always talked about going. It sucks that our H's don't have a care in the world about anyone but themselves. They are living with whatever feels the best in the moment.
My love for my H is decreasing everyday too. I am starting to wonder if I really love him anymore. He is a terrible man. He has treated me worse than he treated his worst enemy. He's broken, heartless, selfish, narcissistic....the list goes on and on. I really think that I just want out of this anymore. I gave him 8 months to figure it out, and all he did was hurt our relationship more and dig himself deeper. I hope I get the D papers this weekend (I never thought I would be saying that), but enough is enough and the new me doesn't want anything to do with this guy.
M:28, D finalized: 8/28/07 Current Thread
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