Hi Sue- I am probably the last person that should be giving advice, but I can give you lots of support. Wow, it sounds like you have had a lot to deal with in a short period of time. Give yourself credit. Just like a lot of us here, we need to just put the book down for a while and then we can pick it up again when we are ready to...if we want to.
You will be stronger for having made this journey no matter how the story ends.
