You MUST detach! I know this is easier said then done, but you have to...you are going to drive yourself insane. I agree with Heimlich, kennel the dog or get someone else to look after it and go to Vegas! You need to not be on your own, keep yourself busy! Turn your phone off and don't worry about her. Are there things that you keep meaning to do but haven't gotten round to? If there are do them!
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!