I came home tonite and S16 was not himself . I asked and he said I am OK. I asked if he had spent time with his mum and he said no been home alone all day, but she is coming for dinner. OK . I went and put on my new shirt etc , got the house looking good ,ZZ top (sharp dressed man ) going on the stereo ( real loud) and pumped up the PMA to full . Prepared dinner and W and D12 arive home .I turn down the music and carry on preparing dinner. I am wearing my new clothes that are a little bit more stylish than normal and W pretends not to notice until I ask " thats a new top you have on , looks good " A bit later she says got a new shirt ? I am thinking WTF ?? anyway I have a good beer buzz going and there is nothing going to shoot my PMA down. I ask W do you want to stay for dinner ? she says do you have enough? I say sure , knowing that she fully intended to stay. S16 goes to his room , hes feeling hurt by W and abandoned . I say to W if you want I will stay at your place for a couple of nights so you can spend time with the boys. She says whats the point they disappear when I am here anyway. I say nothing , they disapear because they are hurt and feel abandoned by her. After she left me and D and S16 watched a couple of movies. I then spent about 2 hrs talking with S16 . He does feel W has forgotten him as they were always close and is hurting big time. It was good bonding time and I asked him not to be critical of his mum its just something she needs to work through and that she loves him lots. W as I have said has no TV reception and it will cost about $600 to have a satellite dish and decoder installed , I have that money in an account and told her just to go ahead and get it done. She says it may not be worth it once i get my sh#t together. She thinking of coming home , I say no problem you can take it to whereever you move to. And then there is tears which she hides. She stays a while and then leaves. Call me what you will but she needs to fully understand where she is headed and I am not going to just open my arms and unconditionaly let her back . I may have a few weeks ago but not now. If she wants CK then shes got some work ahead of her. Dave
