CVA - Thread 2, Hold mode

[Not Much Left]

First, Nomo, thanks for the referral on the C. Trying to schedule but she is very persistant which I like!
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Journaling 7.11-7.12

Very tired last few days with work and after the Tuesday C session I think. Interaction has been pretty good. Yesterday pretty nuetral, talked about scheduling of her going out with her frineds and I took the "just be upbeat" advice I have gotten here. I am not going to be around the night she is going out. On that note, she did actually ask me if it was a good night when trying to schedule. SInce I dont know my schedule, I just said "make sure you have our housekeeper ready to go cuz I might not be in town", very upbeat!! She seemed actually very pleased with that response. My read of course.

Asked if it was OK to come home Mon-Wed and "yes, fine" in an upbeat tone was the answer(s). So that's good.
Also, "good to see you" always met with the same from W. That's good too, yes?

Wed night ended as usual w/ back rubs and prayer. Just nice to be able to do that though I do not force anything.

Thursday - worked out (as I have all week and looking pretty good!!!), working on a deal so very busy at work. Still not "me" at work, Mr. Focus and Get'r'done, more still just going through motions though I have my moments.

So I find out I have to go to the west coast with 2 hrs notice. Have not packed and I live 30 min opposite direction from Airport which is then 1 hr from home. I rush home to pack and see W and kids. W is in very good spirits. Get home, "Good to see you's" traded. Ok, here is something. I say "I am going to miss you guys" while standing by the pool watching the kids swim. Dont know if she hears me, so I say "hello" to see if she heard and she nods up and down and says "we'll miss you too".

Hmmmm, did I solicit this? To a certain degree, but she did not have to say "we'll". All times before she has said, "they" or "the kids" will miss you.

I will monitor this one.

I gotta wake up in a few hours for a very important set of meeting so signing off..