Amy, I was thinking about why I would miss you so much. I think it is because you show the a wife who is to the point of 'hating' her husband, and treating him, uhhhhh, not really nicely, can come back. Mine isn't near as far gone as you were, but a lot of what you wrote sounded familiar, and it scares the crap out of me. So seeing that you came out of it the way you did really give me some hope. Plus, you are always full of good advice, handy 2x4's and even a bit of twisted humor at times. Stick with us, please!