In need of help II

[sadhearted]

I need to escape from my mind... We had a decent couple of weeks and now today yeah he stopped by and that was okay but other then that nothing. He's back to not talking to me.

I want this ride to stop. I'm not willing to stop it though. I love him and I want my marriage.. Sure wish I had a switch to flip to turn my brain off. It'd be nice to not think for a little bit.

I can't even escape in sleep. I end up dreaming about him!!!!