How could I let my H coming to get some stuff out of the garage throw me into such a tailspin. He's been gone for almost 2 years and I have made it through all that time. I should be looking at it as new beginning and not the end. I own the house and it is all paid for so no one can take it away from me.YIPEE!
I think part of my problem is that my daughter left the same day with her 2 dogs and 2 cats to go back to Denver and that is a let down. Along with that, I lost my job a few months ago and I have had 3 really great interviews where I made it to the 3rd round and then didn't get the job. I got the message on the 3rd job the same day as H came.
I have read and reread what all of you posted and you are all saying that it is only the end if I want it to be. NO, I don't want it to be the end. I am deffinitely not ready to give up yet. I care too much about him to give up. I shouldn't make a decission until I find a job and my self esteem is higher. Then I can take a better look at things.
I don't know what I would do with this place and the great people that are here.
