IV neppah sgniht eseht od yhW

[sadhearted]

Tizzy's dont accomplish anything except get you frustrated and upset. Sometimes hard not to get worked up though. Use that energy some other way. Exercise, walk, do some guy thing.

Oh you could cut my grass. I don't like cutting grass but just another thing I've had thrown at me since he walked out.

[789]

Well they came and went, I don't think I even registered as high as baby sitting service.

[789]

Yes I am frustrated, pissed, upset, and a few things I cannot mention here. One more reason not to give a crap about any of them.

[sadhearted]

Maybe they just aren't sure how to act around you now? And depending on what your W is telling them... Not saying she's lying but everyone makes themselves out to be the better person. Two sides to every story. Even mine. So could be she perceives one thing and you see it a completely different way. That's part of what got me to where I am in my sitch.

[Sara]

I say, put on a suit and go. Show them that you are not a drunk. They won't know for sure if you stay in the house. Get out there, show them who you really are.

[789]

Jazz, they know it all. It has never been a secret. The only trash to talk about is my drinking. They know all about that too, they know my past now. Nothing to hide. I don't have any trash to talk about concerning my wife, she is the innocent one here.
Just piss poor attitude and getting worse at the moment.

[789]

Yes usually their are two sides to every story. This one only has one, me and my idiot drinking for 20 years. I am just the left over trash to be taken to the dump now.

[789]

Show them who I really am? Right now I am nothing but a blithering idiot who is lost in his way.

[789]

Well not going to funeral. I will find out where she was buried later and go pay my respects.
When her parents were here they didn't have a second other than to pick up son. I have asked my wife over the last week, what time and what cemetery, she didn't know, even though all the obits are at her place. Just called my BIL/SIL house before they left to come up here, was asked why I am asking them in very rude tone and told to call my wife to find out. I just hung up without another word.

[789]

Well I am off for a week out of town.

Hope all of you have good fortunes in your situations.