Believe none of what they say and half of what they do
Keep having to tell myself this. A lot today!
Yeah, that's true. So, when do you get the truth?
My W said some very good things in the last meeting with the Pastor. Then yesterday denied all of it!
So, I have to not believe the positive stuff as well as the negative stuff.
The hard thing as well is her telling everyone what a rotten person I am. That's not very fair, but I guess if it makes her feel better it's OK. It doesn't matter one lick what other people think of me. I'd move right back into that house with her and deal with all those neighbors who are judging me. I'd go right back to her family outings, because I love her family. I'd bring her right back to my family outings because my family loves her and misses her and they'd let bygones be bygones in a heartbeat, her family would too.
There's just no sense to any of this. So, I'm going to stop thinking about it and focus on what's coming up ahead. A lot of work, and I think that'll be good for us regardless of the direction of M goes.
We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.
3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...
