is sideways a direction?

[cire2]

Now I know why I feel so sad. I am divorced as of tuesday. Guess thats what is driving my inner self insane right now.

I feel like i'm damned if I do and damned if I don't. This is in regards to moving on and or standing. I did post a question about this a few days ago not really understanding why I have been feeling anxious.

She has a BF which makes things feel so hopeless. I am torn up with emotions and went back reading my posts from over a year ago. Understanding is all I want and the one thing I can't attain.

So what should the word of the day be?

cire